lovesickness

as title...
that is what i encontered now....

miss.....
miss.....
also miss
still miss

hate

i hate myself....

i feel painful....
i couldn't accomplish the goal that my parents set for me...actually i don't wanna do for others..i want to be myself....

anxious, unassisted, disorientated, adynamic....

the above are what i felt the past few hours...

who can survive me from the abyss....god damn....>"<

2/26....korean class

at 2/26, i took a korean class opened only this semester..it took me three hours sitting in the classroom. i thought the teacher teaches really well, but she spent too much time showing us the TV shows and movies that used korean speaking.the way of taking korean class i like is the normal way..not the way as teaching child.....this is because i am rookie in learning korean, so i want learning the basic skills and building my foundation of korean well enough to have a conversation with koreans...anyway...finally i withdraw the class; instead, i've already found a korean as my personal tutor....that means i have to pay the money that i earn from part-time job to the korean personal tutor...but i think this is oky..i want to learn korean....anyway,,i hope everything goes smoothly..i relly want to talk to you in a few months i korean....i must try my best to learn the language "korean".