missing continually....

actually i've been missing you after last summer vacation....

i dare not to tell you my really feelings about it..

but i will tell you in the near future i think

whatever...i miss you..and somewhat already become a crush on you

or more than a crush on you.....become "like" you......

music~

before visiting korea this winter vacation, when it comes to music, i only focus on country music.i didn't know that much about other kinds of music even though i went to a Jazz concert a few days ago...when i was in seoul, especially in nahee's house, she told me a lot of news and information about music....she doesn't prefer one kind of music; instead, she loves all sorts of music!! i could listen to all kinds of music while nahee was playing her music...there's no doubt that nahee can sing really well, but the amazing happened when she gave me those songs she recommanded.i live allof those songs she gave me after trip in korea~. i feel free and relax while listening to the songs that is kind of ballad......i feel excited while listening to the songs belonging to pop. that's the reason why i call nahee "the queen of singer."......ahhhhhhhh~ i really want to know the song you sang it before and sent it to me~

i also want to know why you can still sing well while you are getting cold and having sore throat these period of time...kkkkkkkkk
don't blame on me...hahahaha

lovesickness

as title...
that is what i encontered now....

miss.....
miss.....
also miss
still miss

hate

i hate myself....

i feel painful....
i couldn't accomplish the goal that my parents set for me...actually i don't wanna do for others..i want to be myself....

anxious, unassisted, disorientated, adynamic....

the above are what i felt the past few hours...

who can survive me from the abyss....god damn....>"<

2/26....korean class

at 2/26, i took a korean class opened only this semester..it took me three hours sitting in the classroom. i thought the teacher teaches really well, but she spent too much time showing us the TV shows and movies that used korean speaking.the way of taking korean class i like is the normal way..not the way as teaching child.....this is because i am rookie in learning korean, so i want learning the basic skills and building my foundation of korean well enough to have a conversation with koreans...anyway...finally i withdraw the class; instead, i've already found a korean as my personal tutor....that means i have to pay the money that i earn from part-time job to the korean personal tutor...but i think this is oky..i want to learn korean....anyway,,i hope everything goes smoothly..i relly want to talk to you in a few months i korean....i must try my best to learn the language "korean".