still miss you~

no one knows that how much i miss you after you left.....

in the past two days after your leaving....i couldn't pay attention to

anything in daily.....every moment when i thought about you......my tears

were almost falling down.....

finally i just pretended that nothing happened so that to prevent this kind

of sadness....

these days..it's just like my soul has gone away....the things i had is

only a body....is it time to give up?????

i want to wait but is it possible???

who can tell me how to do it...

it's soooo painful that just thought of a girl that is so far from me....><

painful to death~

what should i do??

after hearing you said so.....
i havne't had spirit and haven't thought about anything for almost ywo days...

sometimes i am still wondering that should i give up ?? should i wait??? is
it almost impossible??

in the past few days...i missed you and thought about your letter every momoent...holding on tears and calming down are the things that i have to do during the days....i really don't know what should i do next....

the more i talk to you...the more i miss you.....the more i pretended that there is nothing happen.....the more i feel sad and sorrowful....

in the past few days...actually..i am not doing well at all.....
who can give me an answer???
i am downhearted always now.....so sad...i don't like this feelings..but i can't stop thinking about you.......

i really realy really like you and miss you~~~~~~

6 matters that was most unforgettable in ALC...

1.
MY HOST GROUP
My host grouop...georgina's host group!!! there is no doubt that georgina's host group is the BEST one in ALC...keke... because of george's easygoing and crazy personality, she successfully gathered all her host group members together. also, all of us have niceeeeee personality as well.

"Georgina, Nahee, Simon, Irene, Erina, Sonia, Chiaki, Hyun, Shinsuke, Hans" such a wonderful combination...isn't it?? i remember all activities we host group had at Stanford. i love you guys soooooo much, i really hope that one day all our hopst group members can meet together in one place in the near near future~


2.
i couldn't forget the time that practicing singing the song "My Love" in Mirlo Lounge with Chiaki, my accompanist in talent show. at the last few days, we almost spent every afternoon to practice this song. she was always tolerant about my fault while singing. finally i think we all did a great job in the talent show.

3.
alondra 300, where gossip and amazing happened...when it comes to my room. i must have to mention about my roommate- Unseok. i still think i was so lucky to be his roommate at Stanford. it was him that taught me a lot about english learning and also it was him that introduced me to other korean friends. and still...it was him that brought akko and erina back to our room to let us talked a lot and got to know each other more than before. i also missed the time that waking unseok up in the late morning and brought breakfast to our room for unseok. generally speaking, everyone all thought that it's easier for me to oversleep than unseok....but!! i don't know why i often woke him up in the morning before breakfast...such a sleepy unseok.....= = anyway, unseok....you are one of my best friends in ALC....Be friends forever~


4.
i liked to stay in Aondra Lounge and discussed the homework with my classmates in the same section--- Maggie, Abraham, Sonia, Grace Huang, Byunk-Hak So, Chiaki, Takashi, Yuki, Yuhka, Sayaka, and also...Hans.....moreover, i also enjoy talking to friends fomr other section. it was funy that i found out that students from section 6 gathered together in Alondra Lounge more often than other sections. i don't know why.....as i saw, Dave, Simon, Akane, Nahee Emily...i remembered that I've got to know Nahee and Akane more than before since they section 6 stayed in Alondra Lounge while i was also there...i definitely won't forget the feelings and atmosphere with other people in Alondra Lounge, especially with frineds who lived in Alondra.



5.
i also couldn't forget tha happy pool games time at night in Alondra lounge with my lovely korean friends- Jaehoon and Cholung. they taught me a lot about the skill of playing pool. and also...i missed the time we three (Jaehoon, Cholung, Hans) went to downtown Palo Alto by ourselves. we three just rode our own bike to downtown Palo Alto and had fun there.we encountered so much fun and amazing there. thank you, you two~

6.
it was such a cool experience that Michael, Simon, Chiaki and me missed the Caltrain in San Francisco....finally Georgina and Bryanpicked us up at the Caltrain station....at the momentwe saw George and Bryan, we were soooooo excited and nervous.....thank you so much to "saved us"!!! George and Bryan!!!hahaha

the song "My Love"

for me, the snog "My Love" is the most impressive and unforgettable
song now these months after ALC.

everytime i listen to this song..all my memory at Stanford come up to
my mind....especially the time i practiced singing this song in FloMo dorm. i practiced in Alondra Lounge, in my room- Alondra 300 with sunshine, on the path on the top floors....etc. most important of all, during the talent show, that time was my debut of singing in public. i used to joined a
singing contest before but it was 10 years ago.....=_= during the talent show. i was too nervous to memorize all lyrics. luckily, many ALCers sang with me at the same time. their voice covered some of my drawbacks. particularly, i was impressive by Nahee because of her help while i was singing the song "My Love" in the talent show. she sit in the from seat and sang louder than others. it really helped me a lot. imagine that someone who is recognized as a queen of singer help you singing at the same time!!!!!...kkkk.....

of course it;s my honor to be helped by a famous singer in ALC!! i
don't think i will forget how to sing "My Love" in my life because of what i said in talent show-"MY LOVE is in ALC1-2007"!!

let's sing it together next time, my ALC friends.

missing continually....

actually i've been missing you after last summer vacation....

i dare not to tell you my really feelings about it..

but i will tell you in the near future i think

whatever...i miss you..and somewhat already become a crush on you

or more than a crush on you.....become "like" you......

music~

before visiting korea this winter vacation, when it comes to music, i only focus on country music.i didn't know that much about other kinds of music even though i went to a Jazz concert a few days ago...when i was in seoul, especially in nahee's house, she told me a lot of news and information about music....she doesn't prefer one kind of music; instead, she loves all sorts of music!! i could listen to all kinds of music while nahee was playing her music...there's no doubt that nahee can sing really well, but the amazing happened when she gave me those songs she recommanded.i live allof those songs she gave me after trip in korea~. i feel free and relax while listening to the songs that is kind of ballad......i feel excited while listening to the songs belonging to pop. that's the reason why i call nahee "the queen of singer."......ahhhhhhhh~ i really want to know the song you sang it before and sent it to me~

i also want to know why you can still sing well while you are getting cold and having sore throat these period of time...kkkkkkkkk
don't blame on me...hahahaha

lovesickness

as title...
that is what i encontered now....

miss.....
miss.....
also miss
still miss