music~

before visiting korea this winter vacation, when it comes to music, i only focus on country music.i didn't know that much about other kinds of music even though i went to a Jazz concert a few days ago...when i was in seoul, especially in nahee's house, she told me a lot of news and information about music....she doesn't prefer one kind of music; instead, she loves all sorts of music!! i could listen to all kinds of music while nahee was playing her music...there's no doubt that nahee can sing really well, but the amazing happened when she gave me those songs she recommanded.i live allof those songs she gave me after trip in korea~. i feel free and relax while listening to the songs that is kind of ballad......i feel excited while listening to the songs belonging to pop. that's the reason why i call nahee "the queen of singer."......ahhhhhhhh~ i really want to know the song you sang it before and sent it to me~

i also want to know why you can still sing well while you are getting cold and having sore throat these period of time...kkkkkkkkk
don't blame on me...hahahaha

lovesickness

as title...
that is what i encontered now....

miss.....
miss.....
also miss
still miss

hate

i hate myself....

i feel painful....
i couldn't accomplish the goal that my parents set for me...actually i don't wanna do for others..i want to be myself....

anxious, unassisted, disorientated, adynamic....

the above are what i felt the past few hours...

who can survive me from the abyss....god damn....>"<

2/26....korean class

at 2/26, i took a korean class opened only this semester..it took me three hours sitting in the classroom. i thought the teacher teaches really well, but she spent too much time showing us the TV shows and movies that used korean speaking.the way of taking korean class i like is the normal way..not the way as teaching child.....this is because i am rookie in learning korean, so i want learning the basic skills and building my foundation of korean well enough to have a conversation with koreans...anyway...finally i withdraw the class; instead, i've already found a korean as my personal tutor....that means i have to pay the money that i earn from part-time job to the korean personal tutor...but i think this is oky..i want to learn korean....anyway,,i hope everything goes smoothly..i relly want to talk to you in a few months i korean....i must try my best to learn the language "korean".

Bastard!!!

人有時候就是犯賤
已經用最大極限容忍你了
已經好言相勸說了
你還是聽不懂

還是要用那種你也知道我最不能接受的方式跟我說話

你不是犯賤是什麼??

王八蛋

有點Low~

這學期結束了
非常平淡而且低落的結束了
感覺這學期在課業上是最沒有收穫了
其他方面還算ok吧我想
英文部分進步最多吧
也是最想讀的ㄧ個科目
至於感情呢....
心情上除了複雜還是複雜
遇見了妳
讓我在我最低潮的時候有個人陪
漸漸的喜歡妳
無法自拔的喜歡妳
喜歡到後來整顆心都被你攫了過去
但也慢慢的知道
我們之間的 不可能 > 可能
突然間了解到的那一瞬間
很失落~
但是我還是想要對妳好
我不想放棄
真的不想
我想慢慢縮小差距
年齡的差距
想法的差距
感覺的差距
現實的差距
還有看不見的差距

甚麼時候你口中講的"小孩子"
會變成你眼中的的Mr.Right?
我不知道

但我知道的是
我會一直喜歡妳........

第一次

第一次上英文課這麼想要翹課的
完全沒有沉浸在英文裡面的感覺
知道為什麼嗎?
因為你沒有來上課
感覺教室裡少了一個人的感覺
少了某種熟悉的聲音
少了"本身""路線"等等聽慣了的用語
下課了也是少了一小段路程
少了一個本來我要載的人

整整兩個半小時
幾乎沒有一分鐘是投入的
今天是我講最少英文的一堂英文課
不是會話課了..都要變成聽力課了..= =

原來看不到一個已經習慣見到的人的感覺

是這樣坐立難安
是這樣無精打采

改個標題好了
叫做"第一次沒有妳在的英文課"好了...